Time in New York:

there are certain things, if I hear or see or read or experience, it takes me to a really awful place inside and it sucks and my chest hurts and my face feels hot. I wish nothing affected me like that. Whenever it happens I try to take a really deep breath and then when I let it out I imagine all the negativity flowing out. I don’t wanna drown in my negativity

But I also need hugs. Please hug me and pet my head



i wanted to draw the old gaang but i didn’t know which outfits from which books to draw them in then i was like oh hang on

Stellar fan art based on Joaquim Dos Santos’ “Old Friends” poster.
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Sakura Teritama Burger from Mcdonalds
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maybe it’s because I was working so hard to stay calm all day long despite being phoneless that now I’m freaking out hard about it.

do you know what it’s like being completely phoneless? I literally use my phone as a clock and when it died I had no idea what time it was. I had to look for wall clocks and ask people for the time. I can’t check the weather, my email, get phone calls, get text messages, cant check my bank account, ugh…..and all the contacts I had….and all the memorable text conversations I had with people that I liked to look back on and smile….

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oommmggg I don’t even want a new phone…!! I want that phone to magically revive T___________T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need it….oh god…how do the earth and stars magically align to cause my phone to get knocked into the sink?!? While I’m washing my hands?!?!? 

I literally went through phase one of denial. Now I’m going through phase 2 of freak out because idk what I’m supposed to do without all the info on that phone….

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I was dealing with being phone-less throughout the day pretty well but now it’s really sunk in how much information I’ve lost and I’m so sad…

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Literally so frustrated that some girl knocked my phone into the sink and killed it. And my dad is acting like I should have had the foresight to see it coming when I’ve been putting my books down on that shelf for one and a half years now and nothing like that has ever happened. T_T My phone was in prime condition and I was taking such good care of it….I can’t believe such a freak thing occurred….I don’t even know what to do because I need my contacts and I have people who need to contact me for school and things and I don’t have facebook to tell them what happened and ugh….I don’t have their number to text them from another phone what happened either….

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